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Sunday, October 9, 2011

Emotional Rollercoasters

I know I keep saying that I will write - and I mean to......but honestly I haven't felt like doing much.  I've been on an emotional rollercoaster.  One moment I'm fine - then total frustration and anger - then overwhelming sadness.

I'm not necessarily hungry, but I'm thinking about food and the taste of it, how it makes me feel, how intertwined with social activities it is.

I'm always knew this was going to be my journey, but I never realized just how ALONE I would feel.  Not lonely - Alone.  Big difference.

2 comments:

  1. Hey Lynn: Hang in there....even thought I can't go through this with you or for you....I am thinking about you....remember that when things are tough....you ARE on my mind.... xoxo
    Mary

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  2. Lynn:

    I know exactly where your at because I'm on the same ride. Even with the abundance of family and friends it's still my journey, and, as much as I wish their support could change this journey they can't,it's mine and mine alone to deal with.

    How do we get through it ? I haven't totally figured that out yet except to take each day for what it is. Enjoy the good ones and forget the bad.

    YOU WILL ADAPT, several months from now you will look back and be amazed at where you are.

    Finally, just know it's fine to be mad and frustrated, it's part of the process. You and I are going to have those days in the months ahead. As the Boy Scouts say "Be Prepared"

    KEEP THE FAITH ... WE WILL PERSEVERE ... AND DON'T FORGET, YOU AND I GOT A 5K COMING UP SOMETIME NEXT YEAR!

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